DOWN IN A HOLE by JASON TERHUNE

Author:JASON TERHUNE [TERHUNE, JASON]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Published: 2022-01-04T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 5.

I look across the table at Kat. I can see ions in her eyes, eternity in her soul, and in truth I am scared.

“So why is it that you have been looking for me, or have come here to find me?”

“You called me, or called out to me.”

“I did?”

“You did, you just didn’t realize it.”

“How so?”

I say this as I light up another Little Al Capone cigar. I take a swig from my drink, another pull from my cigar and lean back in my chair. I think to myself that I may as well humor my beautiful little demoness.

“Well Kat I must say that you have me intrigued. Please tell me more about me.”

“Where do I possibly begin?”

“I would prefer that you start at the beginning.”

“You my dear are an author, an artist, and one hell of an asshole. You have removed yourself from the world in many ways as you feel it is beneath you. Yet despite your immense narcissism you are afraid not to be a part of it. You are truly humble yet so very vain at the same time. You write about only the darkest aspects of the human soul. Yet you write about these aspects as if they are not a part of your own soul, when in fact everything that you write about is from your own desires. Everything you write about is little more that you dealing with the inner conflict that exist within you, the real you. You are at war with all of your thoughts, your desires, be they sweet or depraved. You are a mess, all be it a beautiful mess. Your writing, your painting is little more than cheap therapy for you. Shall I keep going or am I hitting a little too close to home?”

“Yes please keep going. I would like to know just where you fit in into all of this?”

“That is simple. I am everything that you desire in a woman. I look exactly how you want a woman to look. I fuck exactly how you want every woman to fuck. I am powerful yet at the same time I can be very submissive. I am your goddess as well as your demoness. I am all that you desire in a woman, yet we both know that you could never truly handle. Most important my love I am not even here right now. You and I are not sitting in this bar. In fact this bar closed years ago. I am not in front of you and you will not be taking me home tonight. I like you am utterly perfect in every way, yet I am perfectly flawed in every way. I am the rose that you can’t help but to pick up and smell only to cut your finger on my thorns. I love you as you love me, I have always done so as you will always do so. Now wake up my foolish prince, you have books to write.”

I wake up in a cold sweat.

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